Hi guys so I'm like a slug at updating my journal and when I do update I always feel like I'm updating to much,(I need a blog:/) I guess I need to find a balance but what I came to write about is I'm going to having surgery again on the same knee, so much for thinking that it was fixed it went rouge again and the sad part is that my other knee is starting to get weak because I'm over using it  to make up for my other knee.
I telling you I'm starting to think that I was cursed by a eveil god mother when I was a baby "I have bad knees so you shall have them as well HA HA HA"
I honestly don't know whats going on fully  I'm going to be in the hospital for two days so I'll write a follow up to this journal once I'm back.

Moving on to other news  I recently starting reading Bakuman again (NO SPOLIERS PLEASE), I've gotten up to the part where they gotten  a series and I never knew it was possibale to learn so much from reading a mangaXD;, I knew alot about what the artist have to go through but I didn't know that much about what the editors have to go through. So next time someone ask me what does it take to get published  I going to tell them"Go read Bakuman it pretty much explains everything." xDD

But no srsly it was really educational, and a it put it back in to perspective how hard it  is to get publish, and stay on top of your game because fans can drop you in a heartbeat if you make them unhappy. I've done it pleantly of time with series *cough cough* naruto *coucgh cough*  amoung others or I just lost intrest in them and didn't want to read them anymore. That's the most terrifying part  for me as a creatore it trying to make everyone happy but also trying to remain true to myself and the story and characters and artwork. I'm never one to draw something simply because someone want me to draw something which is why I say no to request unless it's from freinds I don't have the time nor the motivation for it. I always listen to advice someone gives me, and if someone has been in the industry before and they give me advice I always listen, but if I feel like I'm sure what I'm doing is the right thing for the story or my artwork I'm going to try my hardest to keep it. That may sound kind of weird, but I think pepole who have to same thoughts can feel what I'm trying to say but failing haha.

hmm that went far from what I wanted to say I wanted to say I love Edji( I think I spelled that right) he seemed so much like a brat to me, but after awhile he grew on me and I can never wait to see him he's like a overgrown child  I just want to take  care of him he's so cute once you get use to him.

Anyway I spoke more then I wanted to, I always end up doing that I really need to make a blog for all of my thought on things and upload wips that I don't put on here. I promise some time next week which is when I'm suppous to be on my feet again, I'll upload some on the many piles of work I haven't had time to do anything with.

Untill next time take care everyone (I'll add links later lol.)